Monday, January 5, 2015
Thunderbird
Today was officially my first day as a Thunderbird as Southern Utah University began it's Spring semester. It has been a long time since I have been in school, a long time. I have to say sitting in the second class today which was Diversity, I wanted to go home and throw up. The second syllabi had me questioning what the hell I have gotten myself into. The third and fourth syllabi didn't make that sickly feeling go away and vomiting repeatedly seemed like a necessity. I did not vomit, nor did I crawl into the corner and cry whilst assuming the fetal position. It was difficult to go back. I don't know how this semester is going to play out. There is a lot of work to do and so it will be a bit of a challenge for me to take care of all of my responsibilities. Did I mention throwing up? I know that I just have to get the ball rolling again and get used to it. I do get nervous about my kids and being able to appropriately care for them and meet their needs. That is not something I can sacrifice for the sake of going to school. There isn't another parent here to pick up the slack and so it rests on my shoulders. Does the load seem heavy you are called to bear? You bet it does and I will do the very best that I can do to meet my responsibilities.
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