Frustration

I am not having the best of times right now.  Just going through something, a little down, a little frustrated and not really feeling all that great.  No one to talk to about it really and don't really know what to say or how to identify my frustrations so here I am.  Just wanted to write something, get something out me.  I don't know if there is going to be anything therapeutic about it but maybe. I have been doing this single dad thing for 6 years now.  In some respects it has gotten a lot easier and then it has also grown harder.  I walk alone.  Okay, no, not really, there is the Savior and all that, I understand and I don't mean to sound like I am discounting that part of my life, I am not.  I am saying that there is some loneliness that exists and it can be hard sometimes.  I am getting ready to take my kids to Long Beach to fly out for two months.  If I thought I was lonely right now it is about to get a lot quieter here. I used to just fill my time with work and dealing with employees and situations there but that is now different and after a message sent to me earlier today it seems it will be far more different.  I feel like this thing that has been a huge part of my life for the last 5 years is being stripped away and I am being told I can't do the things I have done in the past.  Well, isn't that just wonderful. I'm just pressing forward trying to figure things out.  I don't know what else to say, just feeling down, feeling low, feeling alone.  It will pass and all will be fine.  Sorry to be a downer.