About to Die

Tomorrow I have to go and take a test. It is a 300 minute test.  That is 5 hours.  It covers Language Arts, Math, Social Studies, and Science.  I am in no way, shape, or form ready for this test.  I have spent hours today going through and studying the science section - definitely my weakest section as I haven't taken a science course for years. Well, I had my dinosaur class but that wasn't so helpful with the information I need to know for this test.  Brutal.  It is also a subject I haven't had to do a lot of with the kids.  I mean, last minute science projects don't exactly get you ready for this type of test.  I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't get back to sleep because I was worried about this test.  The cost was $170. I looked today to see if I could reschedule. Too late for that. Tomorrow I will be marching towards my death.  I am hoping to pass at least two sections of the test, preferably all 4 but if I walk away with at least two then I only have to pay for and retake the sections I don't pass. In a month I will be back in for the special education test.  I will try to be much more prepared for that one. Life has been extremely hectic and busy lately so finding the time to sit and really study has been difficult. The next several weeks are going to be even more demanding on my time with my preclinical experiences starting in the classroom and the need to get pops into his chair and off to get his medications everyday at the infusion center. I will have no time for anything at this point.  I still have 5 classes to complete before the end of May. Gotta keep pressing forward as best I can. Somehow we will get through.