Be Involved

I am trying to be involved in the singles program here in Cedar.  I don't know that I will be very involved in the next month when the kids are back home.  They are the priority.  In any case I am trying to be involved now.  I went to the singles religion class tonight and listened or tried to listen to a brother talk about the temple.  I had just one problem, I was completely exhausted.  I did everything I could to stay awake and that involved looking at pictures of the kids and other miscellaneous things on my phone as well as reading a couple of articles online.  I don't do really well in a lecture situation when I am exhausted.  No, I pretty much just want to have a nap.  That's a great way to be involved.  What can I do?  I did hang out after and talked to some people and then went to a small activity afterwards.  We watched a condensed Shakespeare thing, don't remember what it was called but it was funny.  Anyhow, I don't know that I exactly fit in with the crowd but I am trying my best to be involved, even when I am completely exhausted.