Really, Really Want

I have the Spice Girls running through my mind at the moment. I have just spent an entire day working on a task for school. I had to develop or write a partial IEP for a case study. Anyway, I am sitting here, completely burned out on the process and wondering if this is what I really, really want to do?  I realize that this is my first IEP and I am trying to meet the requirements of a task so I am overly concerned with the entire thing, but seriously, is this what I want to be doing?  I don't know how much of the work is spent developing an IEP?  It is burdensome with some of the things you have to do. Okay, have to keep it in perspective that this was a first time for me.  The other thing I need to keep in perspective is that I have not been a huge fan of the structure for the SPED classes I have taken thus far. Well, I should clarify, the online SPED classes.  I thoroughly enjoyed the class I had at SUU.  Things are different online and though I quite enjoy online school there are some things that are a bit more difficult.  My big fear right now is that I have not interpreted certain parts of this Task appropriately and will come up short on my submission.  That is weighing on me at the moment.  Well, it was a struggle  Glad it is submitted and will hope for the best. If it is a failures hopefully the fix will be minor.  I have to move on to another one and am really, really wanting to avoid that for a bit.  Thinking I might need to take kids hiking tomorrow just to get away from this table and computer for a while and to give the kids something fun to do during spring break.  Must sleep now though and that is what I really, really want.