Spent

I am spent and I am not even into the hard stuff yet.  The next two weeks are going to pretty much wipe me out.  I have the autism conference happening and that is an extraordinary amount of work over the next two days.  I am tired just thinking about everything that has to be done and everything that I have to do for it.  My other challenge is the coming SUU graduation that is going to test my limits.  I have three key people in my kitchen today that won't be here on that day.  I have another that could have a baby at any moment.  This spells disaster for me personally.  I don't have the ability to do this.  I am not super strong in the kitchen and I know what is coming is going to take me to the limit. This is what I don't have time for any more and it is highly frustrating.  In order to be ready for that day I need three key people that can be trained and ready to go in the kitchen.  I do not have the ability to make that happen right now.  With what I have happening in school right now and the 6 credits I need to have done by the end of this month including all the time I have to be at the elementary school right now, I cannot do it.  Andy has math that is kicking his but and kicking mine right now too.  Taxi driver, cook, everything else.  I am behind on laundry, behind on pretty much everything.  I know this is just for a moment and then it will all be behind me.  Everything will pass.  I just don't have it in me to make it all happen right now.