Say it aint so

I believe that I am starting to improve.  Today I started feeling a little better.  I am not 100%, far from it, but I feel better today then I did yesterday and that is good.  I did have a moment this afternoon when I wanted to pretty much just die.  We were on our way to get Jack to scouts and before we left the Brick House Jack had to show me something.  He pulled up his shirt and he has a rash all over his chest.  Say it aint so!  I feel terrible.  I have this damn rash on my legs and I have tried to be pretty careful to keep clear of everyone.  I don't know if it is what Jack has, it would appear that way.  So frustrating.  I have a bit of tolerance when it comes to pain but I don't want my kids to suffer.  Hopefully it is nothing major and he will get beyond it quickly.  Hopefully we can keep it contained.  I feel so bad.  The good news is, as Jack pointed out, we are scheduled to see the doctor tomorrow.