I went to class this morning. I don't recall how long the sickly feelings lasted at the beginning of last semester. It just gets overwhelming for me and to have Jack going through some issues as he transitions to middle school just seems to compound the sickly feelings. I'll get through it. There are going to be things about the semester that I just don't like but I must press forward. I am not thrilled, I don't love being in school, I don't know if I should really go for special ed, I don't know what the heck I should do. It is hard. It is hard to think about working with special needs kids and facing challenges with them everyday like I face with Jack. When he is having a bad day it is hard to deal with, it is exhausting to deal with. Hopefully I can pick up some direction as I go through some of these classes. Got to keep pressing forward regardless. It is hard, I don't want to sometimes but I need to.
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