Struggling

Tonight I am struggling.  Having some difficulty feeling motivated to do the school thing.  This semester is feeling like a lot and seems like it is going to be somewhat tough.  If it were just me taking care of me that might not be a big deal but tonight I got to sit down with Jack to do his homework.  It appears that Jack has homework because he is not getting it done in class.  Not just one thing that he didn't get done and not something he really even got partially done.  So here I am helping him to accomplish his homework and when I think we've got it he pulls out something else and when I think we got it he pulls out something else and then I am pretty sure we got it and suddenly there is another paper that is completely blank.  I guess we'll do that one tomorrow along with whatever else he is bringing home.  This kind of stuff is really discouraging to me and so as I said previously, I am struggling.  I am trying my best to manage the business but that isn't easy.  I've got employees with a wide variety of needs and planning around those needs is time consuming and can be quite frustrating.  I'm doing my best to be a good father and to lead my kids in the proper way and to assist them as best I can in their schooling.  Sometimes that means I am doing their schooling with them or for them.  There are all the other things that come with running a home.  Keeping up with that alone is a major chore.  Adding my own education in the mix and the amount of work I am looking at right now, it is tough.  This is definitely my least favorite part of the semester.  I have class tomorrow and I really don't want to go and that needs to change or it will be a very long semester.  So anyway, struggling.