I am usually able to sleep with out much trouble. I tend to wake up during the night, especially when Andyboy is in my bed, but I tend to fall right back to sleep. This morning I woke up in the wee hours and couldn't get back to sleep. We are at a bit of a tough spot at the LBH and don't have capital to make some needed expansions. As a result we are looking at a loan that leverages future sales and it isn't sitting well with me. It comes down to a couple of things - we can not do it and suffer or we can do it and suffer. One will be long term suffering while the other is only temporary and puts us in a better situation long term. Still, I don't like it. I would like to find another way. So I woke up with all of this on my mind and it was racing. Not what I like in the middle of the night.
In other exciting news I have completed day 2 of the 23 days of dieting I have before me. I am not dying of starvation ... yet. Getting into that detox headache phase - at least I get headaches, not sure if everyone experiences the same. Hopefully we will move past this in the next day or so. I'm sure this has nothing to do with me waking up in the middle of the night... actually it does. I end up having to drain my bladder a few times at night when I start this diet. It can be a little crazy. I know all my faithful readers were very excited for this bit of information. Dave was supposed to be on board and doing this with me but he seems to be having a sluggish start. That makes it tough but I am determined to achieve my goal this year. Lots of work ahead.
So hey, we find ourselves in hard places sometimes. That is part of life. A little less sleep, a few hunger pains, it's all good. I have been through worse.
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