Starting without a title tonight. We'll see where we get.
When you open yourself up to this kind of exposure it can be somewhat intimidating. Let me sit here and show my weaknesses to the world. Not that the world is reading but the sense of privacy that I once enjoyed in journaling is non existent. Oh well, what can one do? I guess I could simply go back to a private journal and forget this venture.
I will say that life if somewhat cyclical in nature. I go through days of feeling completely fine and then I have a day where I just don't feel quite so fine. Life is extremely busy and that doesn't necessarily leave much of any time for a social life. My social life consists of customer interaction which in itself can be fairly interesting. I have my church associations and that is great but in regards to any sort of personal thing - ummm, nothing. Oh I had a crazy lady stalking me for a bit and that was rather uncomfortable. I think she got the message that I was in no way shape or form interested in her. It makes going outside a little easier. So the short of all this is that there are some days when I could care less about the lack of companionship. Other days I long to have that friendship. I know that it is going to require me geting out of my comfort zone - not that I am all hunkered down in it. Fun times. So I guess that is all i have to say tonight. Sometimes I tire of being a loner.
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